it was all dark blue.

we spin. in my dreams, we spin. there you are, holding my hand, and we're diving. i can see mars from up here. and it feels safe with you beside me. we dive. a sea of deep blue. and sirens. and there's blood on the floor. all i can see are your eyes. they're so kind. and they're giving me hope. they make me wanna live. we spin in a spiral dance. you hold me close like we used to hold each other. don't... don't let me go. stay here and hold my hand. the blood gets thicker. and now i feel it running beneath my back. my back is on the floor. and it's cold. and i hear the paramedics. i see the flashes of light. red lights. blue lights. we are swimming all the way from mars. you and me. like we could never part. like we are one. and the blood drains. i'm not scared. not if your eyes are the last thing i see. not if i see in them that i was loved by you. and the world is turning dark blue now. i feel them lifting me up. and i feel my body growing weak. but the warmth of your hand in mine gives me strength. all the way from mars. diving. and, suddenly, it abandons me. all gets dark blue.

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i wake up. you're not here.

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sonhos perturbadores, sabe?