sexta-feira, 9 de maio de 2008

no room for being a party girl.

some of your life becomes slightely "senseless" when you get in a relationship. all the things you lived in the past, all the friends you had, all the guys you kissed and all the places you spent nights become this distant memory you can barely recall. sometimes it feels weird. you kinda replace the best friend for the boyfriend and the friendly gatherings for family visits, movie sessions with ice cream, games and competitions (in case you're the proud girlfriend of an athlete, pretty much like me!).

and this is nice and all but i just can't seem to feel like i used to before he came, like i needed company, places to go, things to do, concerts to attend, sleep overs with lots of conversation... i suddenly have no need for anything like that. yeah, it feels weird sometimes.

why do we, out of a sudden, cease to miss a life we had that felt really great once upon a time and get to be satisfied with simpler things just because there's a "boyfriend" in the "game"? i guess we change a lot when we're in a relationship. there's no room for being a party girl, after all.



ouvindo: unwritten - natasha bedingfield.